Friday, December 12, 2014

I Will Never Leave You


            Late last night, rumors began to spread around the theater blogs that the new revival of Side Show would close its doors on January 4th. Today, the rumor was confirmed and I can’t help but feel a deep pain of sadness and disappointment over this news. I saw the show live for the first time on its third preview then again, a couple weeks later on opening night courtesy of newyork.com. I was transfixed from the moment the lights dimmed and the eerie beginning of the show opener “Come Look at the Freaks” to the final curtain.
         Side Show, which was originally done on Broadway in 1996, tells the true story of conjoined twins Daisy and Violet Hilton. For as long as they could remember they were placed in circuses and side shows to perform and be paraded around as “freaks.” The show vividly tells their story as star side show and vaudeville attractions and how the girls hope that the business men promoters that they are falling for can give them what they yearn for the most- Hollywood stardom for Daisy and stability and a family for Violet. The original production, which starred Broadway staples such as Emily Skinner and Alice Ripley as Daisy and Violet, Norm Lewis as their protector Jake and Hugh Panero as promoter Buddy Foster closed after playing only 91 regular performances, now the revival is poised to play an almost similar run.
         The fan base and impact of the show however has lived on creating a large fan following. Think of it as the 2004 flop the Boy George and Rosie O’Donnell show Taboo. It didn’t do too well with the press but it gained a cult following during its short run with fans that saw the show close to 100 times. The music is stunning and the story of the girls pulls at your heartstrings.
         When I was in my mid-teens about 15 or 16 I discovered Side Show through a day of random Google and YouTube searches-one click led to another and there you go! I was taken by the story and premise of the show and intrigued that this was in fact based around real events. I did research on the Hilton sisters and the original production and was stunned to discover what a short run it had. I’m guessing that it’s what probably drew me in the most about the show. For years I have been enamored with shows that have “flopped” on Broadway so to say-one of my favorite theater books in my personal collection is Ken Mandelbaum’s “Not Since Carrie” which is dedicated to unsuccessful shows. For some reason, I find those shows the most interesting to research and delve into so Side Show was of course no exception. Some of my favorite shows have been ones that have “flopped” in a sense such as Bonnie and Clyde- I was at the first preview, Big Fish and Bridges of Madison County. I dreamed to one day see this show for myself and when I did not too long ago it in no way disappointed me.
         Emily Padgett and Erin Davie who play the infamous twins in the new revival over at the St. James Theater are honest and heart-wrenching, Robert Joy who plays their grimy guardian Sir is ghoulish in all of the best ways and David St. Louis as the girls protector Jake is nothing but moving. Director Bill Condon opens up the troubled world of the twins to the audience allowing you to see the world from their eyes where you’re loved one moment but then rejected and tossed aside the next.
The words “emotional rollercoaster” cannot even begin to describe this incredible show. Without trying to get too much into my personal life, growing up with a learning disability, I often felt like an outcast. It’s a challenge as a child going through school when there is something a bit different about you. Often feeling alone and out of place I turned to my books and my own thoughts for comfort and solace. Shows like Side Show and Wicked, which contain characters who are different and unique but just want to be like everyone else is something that we need to see more of. Daisy and Violet Hilton had a rough upbringing as the show highlights wonderfully, but they just wanted to be like everyone else and who can’t relate to that at some point in their lives? As the girls sing in one of their beautiful, emotional numbers, we all want someone to love us as we are and will stand by us through thick and thin. To me, that is what makes this show so beautiful and touching.
However, it saddens me to think that this time next month, this incarnation will no longer be beckoning us in. While the upcoming cast recording will preserve it for future generations and I’m wishing for some well-deserved Tony nominations, I hope that one day this show can finally have a long run it deserves on Broadway. Sometimes I feel that shows that “flop” or close prematurely are ones that audiences weren’t ready for yet and we’ve lost some exquisite shows this way from Bonnie and Clyde to Hands on a Hardbody to Bridges of Madison County. I was hoping that this time people were ready for Side Show-it was praised by critics deemed a must see for many fellow theater enthusiasts and being put up in a time where American Horror Story dominates televisions. While it is clearly not Side Show’s time yet, I urge you if you can to go see this masterpiece before closing day on January 4th to witness an extraordinary and touching theatrical experience. It’s saddening to see this production close, but its message and effect will linger and stay with many for years to come.



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